complicated scorpion

2008-04-17T21:02:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. I should put on weight, well at least gain a few kilos before convocation.. lolx

2008-02-26T23:15:00.000-08:00

I think i have fallen in love with his voice. I didn't know he could sing so well. Haha...

2007-12-03T02:00:00.000-08:00

I am just too lazy......

2007-10-17T21:03:00.000-07:00

Check this out!

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/305805/1/.html

Woohoo!! Now we all have a good reason to indulge!!!!! =)

2007-10-11T19:03:00.000-07:00

I HATE THOSE AR*** FREAKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-20T18:58:00.000-07:00

Yeah! My mid-semester break starts today!!! =)

2007-09-16T20:02:00.000-07:00

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
In love, you express your emotions through actions.Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!
At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.
How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

What's" Your Personality Type?

Hmmm... true?

2007-09-12T18:53:00.000-07:00

I think the lecturer for today's pharmacology lecture is humuorous. I enjoyed his lecture. He was telling us about the adverse effects of raw garlic. I forgot what he exactly said, but i think he said sth like......

"Some pple are allergic to garlic, and they may develop rashes as a result of that. Depending on how you see it, some gals may be happy or sad that they are allergic to garlic."

Me and my frenz were like huh?? gals happy that they are allergic to garlic?? gals happy that they have rashes on their bodies???

Then he went on to say......

"Happy coz your mum will nv ask u to help out in the kitchen. Sad coz next time if you marry and your husband wants you to cook dishes with garlic, then how?"

Haha

2007-09-11T21:27:00.000-07:00

I really dun understand. If two frenz are seating in the same row but with an empty seat between them, as depicted in the pic, then that means the two of them have fallen out meh?

So in other words, one must be on good terms with the stranger who is sitting beside him in the bus lor?

I really cannot stand some pple leh.. Everything also want to know, everything also want to ask. Even if there is nothing for them to know, they also want to probe. Tsk tsk... I can only come up with two words to describe these pple. 鸡婆.

2007-09-09T16:30:00.000-07:00

One of my distant relatives is getting married at the end of this month. I think he is only 22 this year, the age when most of my guy frenz are still enjoying their uni life, pursuing their honours.

Now, dun get me wrong. Im not saying that guys should study and not get married at such a young age. I juz think that that distant relative of mine is really brave. Well... im not sure if brave is the right word to use.

22, the age when me and most of my frenz are still studying, having fun and enjoying our singlehood, that distant relative of mine is already ready to settle down and start a family of his own. Woah...... I certainly applaud him for that. Why?

Coz i dun think i have the courage to say "I do" at the age of 22. I personally find it scary to be bound to someone for the rest of your life at such a tender age. Well, this is just my sentiments as at the year 2007. A few years down the road, my thinking may change. By then, I may be someone who can't wait to get married and start a family of my own. Only time will tell...

2007-09-07T13:35:00.000-07:00

I have only 3 modules this sem. 2 of which are my core, while the remaining one is my elective. Since both of my core lectures fall on the same day, i only have a 2-day week on a even week, and a 3-day week on an odd week.

Actually, before school commenced, i was very happy to have such a time-table. This is by far, the best time-table i have got since i started my life as an undergrad.

But somehow, after school has started for a week or two, i began to feel abit weird. I dunno why i feel that way also. I guess most prob its becoz im too used to 4-day week for the past 6 semesters. What a weirdo!

2007-08-20T23:29:00.000-07:00

I wanna lie on a lushy green field, with a light breeze blowing across my face, and gaze at the stars all night.

2007-08-20T14:29:00.000-07:00

Secret is nice!! Super nice!!!!! The plot is damn zai lah!

Those who haven watch it should catch it soon!

2007-08-19T15:33:00.000-07:00

The weather nowadays.... Makes it so nice to stay at home n sleep..... I dun even feel like leaving for school.... I hope the weather on mon, tues and wed would be bright and sunny.

2007-08-19T00:36:00.000-07:00

A fren of mine commented on my blog.

She told me once i blog, i really blog alot, as in alot of entries. But once i dun blog, i really dun blog, as in i would stop blogging for half a year.

Haha.... thats really true. I dunno why like that also leh.

2007-08-18T20:21:00.000-07:00

Wah piang eh!! I can't believe me and my fren waited 45 mins for a bus, only to realise that the bus we are waiting for doesn't pass by the bus stop. =_=

2007-08-16T21:24:00.000-07:00

School has reopen for a week now. It seems like on the first day of school, many pple are discussing about their internship experience.

When i first got to know that i would be the only person from my fac attached to stb, i was actually pretty excited about it, though i was abit worried that i would be bored at my workplace, esp during lunchtime. But i guess i worry too much.

In fact, my colleagues there were super-duper friendly. The temp staff there were super-duper funny. Actually two of the temp staff reminded me of my days as a temp staff at aia. Coz both of them sorta resembled me and fangy. Those days when me and fangy would chat, giggle and gossip in the office. They are exactly like us man! Haha... Haiz.. memories.........

Okie.. coming back to my internship, i was actually quite glad to be attached to stb. During my nine weeks as an intern there, i learnt quite alot and i made a number of frenz there. I would like to take this opportunity to say a BIG thank you to all my colleagues who have taken care of me and made my internship at stb a memorable one. Muacks! =)

2007-08-14T23:58:00.000-07:00

Why the hell are human beings such complex creatures?

2007-08-13T17:21:00.000-07:00

Im lost. Im confused. My thoughts are in turmoil.

I want to return to the good old days. I want to smile like that again.

Im searching for myself.

2007-08-13T01:58:00.000-07:00

Went ktv with a few of my jc frenz today. The usual few - sf, ger, jasp -. I dunno bout them.. but i juz feel something different this time round.

Maybe its becoz the ktv hours are too long. Maybe its becoz the next day marks the first day of sch, which makes us feel so sian. Maybe its becoz we have been doing the same activity during every meetup. Maybe its becoz we have all become abit more matured and are on slightly different wavelengths now.

I dunno the reason. I juz feel abit different. Its so unlike the previous meetups.

Oh well... Maybe its juz me.

2007-08-12T00:24:00.000-07:00

No wonder they say love is blind.

If in a relationship, only one party is doing all the giving, while the other party is selfishly doing all the taking, is there still a need to continue with the relationship? I think there is always a limit to everything. Well, im not in her shoes, so i may not exactly know what is going on.

If i ever fall in love and have a bf one day, and if im so blinded by love that im foolishly doing everything according to his wishes, without being aware that im being made use of by him, i hope one of my frenz would tell me straight in my face that what im doing is not worth it, and wake me up to my senses.

2007-08-11T01:49:00.000-07:00

I guess im not really good at consoling pple, esp when it comes to problems in bgr. But i hope my mere presence will help u feel abit better. Coz when im feeling down, i always feel better when i know i have frenz who will be beside me, supporting me all the way.

Anytime u need someone to talk to, juz gimme a buzz or msg me. Anytime. 24/7.

2007-07-30T23:45:00.000-07:00

This year has been a very busy year for me. My last paper for yr3 sem2 was on 2 May 2007, which means i only have 12 days to enjoy before my internship starts on 14 May 2007.

During the course of my internship, i hardly have time to go out with my frenz. I think i only met up once with my uni frenz and sf.

And i was hoping that i could rest well during the 1 month break after my internship and spend some time catching up with my frenz... BUT immediately after my internship has ended, i was called back to school to work on my research. And unfortunately, this is much more time consuming than my internship, which means that i can jolly-well say goodbye to my 1 month break.

Anyway, as i was saying, i was called back to school to work on my research. The moment i stepped into my school, i dunno............... i juz sorta feel so old, so senior. =( I guess it must be the orientation cheers made by those freshies which made me feel sooo senior. It's a gentle reminder to me that im already growing old. Darn!

2007-07-29T22:23:00.000-07:00

My fren forwarded me this email a few days ago. I am not sure if you all have read it before, so let me copy and paste it here ok?

LEFT OR RIGHT?
First, identify yourself as right or left brain person:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands. If you see
Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)
Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Based on 1+2 (order important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left ----> Considerate, traditional, indirect type
can instinctively read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right ----> Loves challenges type
Straightforward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they don't listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left ----> Dedicated, cold, perfectionist
Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponents, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right ----> Likes to take care of others, leader type
Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

Hmmmm... I happen to be a left-left person. Not exactly sure if it really describes me though. What about u? Which category do u belong to?

2007-06-05T19:04:00.000-07:00

Three to four weeks into my internship, FINALLY there is ONE eye candy in my workplace... lolx...

2007-06-04T00:09:00.000-07:00

Let me recommend u all a good korean drama!

"Tree in Heaven"

This drama... The ending damn sad lah... I watched until I lao bak sai!

P.S.: If u like the drama 'Stairway to Heaven', then u will like this drama also.

2007-05-27T20:33:00.000-07:00

OMG.. it has been almost half a year since i last updated my blog. I almost forgot my username and password.. lolx.

Well, just to update my dear frenz on my life, if u guys are still reading my blog after my LONG absence from the blogosphere, im still surviving. Haha.. I am currently on internship. Yeah... what else?

Hmmm.. I intend to make full use of this holiday coz this is going to be my last 3-month long school holiday, since im left with 1 more year before i graduate. Its amazing huh? Time really flies man! In the past, I used to spend my 3-month long holiday working, shopping and sleeping. This time, I intend to make my holidays a fruitful one! I wanna:
(1) start on my dissertation
(2) learn driving
(3) learn korean language

Well..... er... I hope it wun be empty talk.. lolx...

2006-12-11T06:59:00.001-08:00

Hey!! I changed my blogskin!! Yeah!!! I really like this blogskin alot man.. Well.. In case some of you are wondering who the guy in the blogskin is....................................

He is Mr. Kim Jung Hoon.. There.. that one lor... the one who acted in 'Goong' as Prince Yul.. The damn cute one!! The one who initially has the blond/orangy colour hair one.. Den a few episodes later, his hair suddenly changed to black.. That guy lor... Remember? Remember??? Hahaha....

Walau eh... He is:
1) So CUTE!!
2) So TALENTED!!
3) So SHUAI!!!!
4) So SMART!!

Gosh! My prince charming!! Hahahaha...

2006-09-30T11:45:00.000-07:00

I juz can't concentrate at home.. With the television, computer and my BED, how can i concentrate? I end up sleeping most of the time. -_-

2006-09-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

How i wish i have another week of break.................

2006-09-28T01:15:00.000-07:00

Arghhhh... It seems like life during mid-sem break is worse than life during normal school days. I have been gg back sch for project meetings for the past few days, and each of them usually takes up almost my whole day. Take today for instance. I reached home at 11pm!! Haiz... And i still have to go sch for the next 2 days for project discussions!!! Arghhh........

But then again, sometimes you consider yourself lucky when u see ur frenz from other faculties mugging for mid-term tests, while u only have to go sch almost everyday for project meetings, without having to worry about any quizzes or mid-term tests when school reopens.

So hmmmm... Depending on how u view it, you may actually consider yourself either having a good time, or having a darn lousy one.

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I had a good chat with mummy juz now. I think it has been quite a while since we last had a really good chat. I guess its becoz of my workload plus my other commitments, which has caused me to neglect my parents. Aiyah... Feel so bad about it =(

Heh.. Its time for me to manage my time properly, to strike a proper balance between work, commitments and family. Daddy and mummy, i luv u! Eh.. and not forgetting my bro oso.. Haha... *hugs*

2006-09-09T10:02:00.000-07:00

Heh... I think my construction law tutor looks abit like this person.... I think he is an actor from Hong Kong. I dunno his name. The only thing i noe is he is part of the cast in The Central Affair, which was aired in Singapore quite a while ago.

The difference is my tutor wears a pair of glasses, looks abit younger, and maybe not as tall as that actor. But anyway...... Haha... Good lah... Such a cute tutor!! This would motivate me to study hard for my construction law.. Lolx... =p

2006-08-23T12:06:00.000-07:00

I seem to have quite a number of modules with readings this sem:

1) Human Resources and Management
2) Construction Project and Management
3) Introduction to Japanese Studies

And the readings are like really alot! Its already the second week of school. And i haven touch the readings yet!! Darn!

2006-08-21T13:07:00.000-07:00

They say i have sorta changed.

-> no longer as jovial as i used to be
-> dun seem to smile as much anymore
-> becoming nonchalant to my surroundings
-> dun really like to talk nowadays

I guess a number of them, if not all, is actually quite true.

*shrugs*

2006-08-09T01:47:00.000-07:00

Lessons learnt:

Never ever go town on the eve of a festive season. Never ever go town on a festive day. Coz everywhere oso jam!!! Massive jam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-05T23:48:00.000-07:00

Yeah! M.L.B. u rox!!

2006-06-30T23:37:00.000-07:00

Lalalala... 15 things bout myself!!

1) 162

2) I eat ALOT... But i juz can't seem to put on weight. Im not really sure if thats good or bad. Dun ask me why. There are only 2 reasons i could come up with. Its either i have super high metabolism rate or there are worms in my stomach. Lolx..

3) I had short hair for the first 15 years of my life. And when i say short, i mean really short.

4) I dun like m.c.p.. I juz couldn't tolerate their attitude. I think some of them really deserve two tight slaps across their faces.

5) I juz love to go ktv.

6) I used to be attracted to ah-bengs when i was in secondary sch. Den in jc, the attraction was switched to caucasians. Now in uni, im attracted to career and independence. Yeah!! Career!!!

7) My chinese sux with a capital s. At least now i can speak it more fluently. But if i were asked to read chinese passages, it would seem as if im reciting prayers or sth.

8) I begin to know wats pple's first impression of me: Very girly... =_=

9) Im damn chatty, crappy and crazy when im with my close frenz. But im freaking quiet and non-smiling when im with pple i dun have a good impression of.

10) I recently did an online test. I forgot the website. But the test result concludes that im 80% scorpio. Well... Is that really true? Hmmmm.....

11) When im working during vacation, i work hard on weekdays and play hard on weekends. But when school starts, i dun work hard on weekdays. In fact, i slack hard on weekdays and play hard on weekends. That explains my lousy results. =_=

12) Im blur. Really blur. Actually 50% blur + 50% forgetful. With this combination, its no wonder that i always need reminder from my family and frenz.

13) Most of my frenz say that im photogenic. Damn! So i muz have looked kns in person lah. Haha.. =_=

14) Im usually playful and crappy. I noe im mean, but sometimes i juz couldn't stand being with serious pple. Especially those errrr... eh.... really serious ones, or those never smile type.

15) I believe that everything happens for a reason. =)

2006-06-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

There is definitely something wrong with his brain.

2006-06-28T10:03:00.000-07:00

Some of my frenz asked me why i nowadays blog so much. I nv blog they oso say. I blog they oso say. =_=

I really got nothing to say.. Haha...

Coz working mah. Den sometimes in the morning nothing to do. So might as well blog lor.. Hehe.. Eh actually not really lah. The actual reason is becoz i scared u all miss me. Lolx... ^_^

2006-06-28T09:25:00.000-07:00

Eh now i working mah.. Den this company really receives alot of calls man! But its not a must that i have to answer all the calls lah.. But then ar... There are only 4 other ladies working in this office, so i still have to help to answer lah.

Actually i dun mind answering phone calls lah. The only thing i have got to say is,

"Good morning/afternoon! XXX Company."

Den see they want to speak to who and juz transfer the call. So u see... Its really easy and simple.

But den ar... Becoz got alot of calls, so whole day pick up the phone and say the same phrase.

I really very scared one day at home, when my house phone ring, i will oso pick up the phone and say,

"Good morning/afternoon! XXX Company."

-_-

2006-06-27T10:53:00.000-07:00

Look wat i have got!!

Wedding invitation! My colleague's son is getting married. Believe it or not... This is the first time im gg to witness a church wedding.. Haha.. Coz most of the weddings i went to are all those chinese custom one.. So that explains why this is the first time im witnessing a church wedding... Lolx....

And i wonder amongst my frenz, who is going to get married next? Whose wedding invitation card am i gg to receive next? Hmmm.... Hehe......

2006-06-26T13:16:00.000-07:00

I was looking out of my brother's room window one evening when i noticed this......

That tree... Stands out among the rest... Beautiful.....

2006-06-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

Fangy!! U asked bout the pinky cap on the tagboard a few weeks ago rite? Yeah... This pic... Nice?? Pinky cap!! Lolx......

Eh... Nah.. I dun think it is nice.... -_-

2006-06-25T01:55:00.000-07:00

Went to a old folks' home yesterday with jonathan to do some volunteer work. It was my first time there and i forgot the name of the home. But guess wat!! I saw one of my frenz there doing volunteer work too! So coincidental!! Haha...

But anyway, the old folks over there.. They are pretty lonely lah.. So they get enthusiastic when they see us. They started telling us wat happened to them over the week and stuff.

Yah i heard from J that they would be bringing the old folks to the Botanic Gardens next saturday. I guess i would most prob join them if there isnt any plan on that day..

Hmmm... It's nice doing volunteer work once in a while... I am a good citizen!! Hahaha...

2006-06-23T23:27:00.000-07:00

My dad said that i looked tired and pretty pale these few days.. So guess wat he got me....
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Benedictine DOM!

Have u DOM today? Lolx....

2006-06-21T14:24:00.000-07:00

Went out for early supper at Raffles Marina last evening with my colleagues. The place is not bad leh... Quite nice.. If im not wrong, I think its situated near the tuas checkpoint. The food is not bad too! Muz go there with my frenz someday!! Hehe......

Yah... Back to the supper...... One of my colleagues was asking me whether i would miss the company when i leave them... Well... I guess i definitely would. Nice company! Nice boss! Great food! Handsome ang-mohs (though most of them abit too old for me)! Nice and fun colleagues! How not to miss the company when i leave??!

But when i answered my colleagues, i didn't mention the last point bout the nice and fun colleagues lah.. Otherwise their ego will become very big.. So the only thing i said was, "Got handsome ang-mohs to see here.. How not to miss this company when i leave?" And wat i got in return was a few smacks on my head!! -_- Diao... Nothing to say......

2006-06-21T12:01:00.000-07:00

I overslept for the past few days. Well..... I didn't exactly overslept. What happened was my handphone alarm rang at 6.30am, but i kinda ignored it and let it snooze for 2 to 3 times. In the end, i woke up at around 6.50 to 7am! And i need to leave house by 7.15am!!! Darn... Juz enuff time for a quick shower and i have to leave house for work.

When i reached my workplace, i was still in sleepy mode. No no... its worse than that.... I was practically kinda sleeping with my eyes open! And i realised............................. Basket! I forgot to take my daily dose of caffeine, aka black coffee. And darn it! The office pantry doesn't have black coffee. @#%$^%$@#$%#!!!!! So wat happened was i opened the refrigerator... And i saw a few dozens cans of coke! So i took one and drank it.. And it kinda kept me awake in the morning. Haha... This has been happening for the past few days. And i was thinking if i continue to oversleep, then jialat lah!! I think i would have diabetes sooner or later man! Cannot!! Cannot!!! Im still young!!!! Haha... Muz not oversleep tmr!

2006-06-21T09:23:00.000-07:00

Last evening was great. Thanx for the surprise. I noe u muz have spent lotsa time planning it and i really appreciate it. But there are some things i really have to say. Im sorry dude... I really need more time. Maybe someday i will be able to find the courage to trust someone wholeheartedly again. Someday......

2006-06-19T23:45:00.000-07:00

Let's go ktv again!!!!! =)

2006-06-16T11:17:00.000-07:00

Hey!!!! There is this ang-moh engineer at my workplace. Wah seh! He quite cute leh!! Basket........ Too bad he is abit too old for me lah.... Haha....

2006-06-15T08:19:00.000-07:00

cheers!! smilez!!!!!! =)

2006-06-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

Once bitten twice shy.

2006-06-11T02:23:00.000-07:00

It has already been half a year. Why bother bringing it up after so long? Maybe u shouldn't have bothered to explain anything anymore. Coz i had long forgotten bout everything.

2006-06-06T14:18:00.000-07:00

Hey.. i was looking for some stuff in my bookshelf when i come across some old photos! Wah... memories...............

2006-06-04T22:17:00.000-07:00

Was pretty down for the past few days. Juz dun feel like keeping in contact with the world. Juz dun feel like replying to any of the sms. Juz dun feel like answering any of the phone calls. Juz leave me alone...

2006-06-03T03:05:00.000-07:00

It has been a damn freaking long time since i last updated my blog. Yupz... i have changed my blogskin. The previous blogskin's blackground was black in colour. I found it cool initially.. But a few weeks ago, it seemed like a pretty depressing colour to me. Thus, the impulse to change the blogskin. Well, maybe a few months later, i would prefer black background again.

2006-03-09T21:42:00.000-08:00

Okie pple.. Im here.. I have been missing-in-action from the blogosphere for quite awhile. Sorry lah.. No choice.. Me very busy mah.. Busy with proj work, busy gg to frenz bdae parties, busy with my committee stuff, busy with sleeping, busy with......... er... eh.... lotsa stuff lah... Haha...

Let me post a few pics of one of the bdae parties i attended.

This party was meaningful. Not only becoz it's my fren's 21st bdae (duh!), but oso becoz i got to meet some of my frenz whom i haven kept-in-touch with for like 4 or 5 yrs. It's like a gathering lah... Everybody knows one other there. Very nice feeling...

Hmmmm... Den next time my bdae, maybe set 1 day for secondary skool frenz, 1 day for jc frenz, 1 day for uni frenz... Hahahahaha.... Juz kidding lah... But den again.. My bdae is so near the exam period! Everybody will be so busy then... So maybe juz celebrate with my family!! =)

And hor... Dear gerline and fangy... I juz checked myself. I dun see any mould on me. No mould. No fungi. No bacteria. So gerline... i dun think i need fang's and ger's cleaning service. At least not at the moment. Nah.. I dun think i will ever need both of your cleaning services. Lolx...

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Although i met u all for only like a mere 45 minutes last nite, it was pretty fun with all the laughter and crap. And i din realise i miss u guys so much until last nite... *hugs*

2006-02-22T20:03:00.000-08:00

Walau eh! Ask her everything, she almost everything oso dunno. Supposedly my right-hand man somemore! =_= Jialat lah.. I think now ask her anything about the event, she most prob will not noe most of the stuff. Juz like wat my v.c. has said lor... At least this kinda tells us who we can and cannot work with next time. *shrugs*

2006-02-02T20:58:00.000-08:00

My fren asked me why im seldom online this few weeks. Hmmm... its not that im seldom online lah.. Its juz that when im online, u are offline, and vice versa. Coz sch reopen liao mah.. So i have returned to my sleeping habits. Lolx.. No worries.. Im still the same. Its juz that my biological clock works differently during holidays and school days. Haha..

Eh aniwae u should noe that u got things/problems to confide in me dun have to wait until i free or i online one. Juz give me a buzz can liao. For my close frenz, my phone line is open 24/7 one. This applies to ALL my close frenz. =)

2006-01-30T00:39:00.000-08:00

This is interesting leh. Woah! Den i got chance to become as famous as them and earn as much money as them anot? Haha...

2006-01-21T11:00:00.000-08:00

School has already started for 2 weeks. This sem lotsa textbooks coz got quite a number of open-book exams. But hor... I haven even read a single page!! Jialat lah.. Den tutorial starts next week. Calculus tut is on monday! And i haven even read the first qn!!

Shit.. I juz rmb my measurement tut is oso on this mon. Haven even read the textbook. How to do the tut?!

Nvm nvm... I will start tmr nite. Today go out and play first. Tmr nite den start.

*slacking mode*

2006-01-18T23:39:00.000-08:00

Dun ask why i din bother to go.

Ask yourself wat u had done to make me not want to go.

2006-01-09T23:38:00.000-08:00

I was pretty surprised when he offered to help. Me and my frenz thought he couldn't wait to see us out of the com. *shrugs* Aniwae, if u are reading this, thanx for the help.

2006-01-05T01:21:00.000-08:00

Complicated scorpion has awakened!! The more u want me to quit, the more i wanna stay. Too bad! Im gonna prove u all wrong.

2006-01-04T22:44:00.000-08:00

I dunno wat deep shit i have gotten into this time. I reckon i need help.

2005-12-27T22:42:00.000-08:00

Was at my cousin's place a few days ago. There was nothing much to do. Really... As u grow older, festive season is nothing much. I remember when i was young, i used to look forward to festive seasons, esp cny and xmas. Becoz thats when all the cousins would meet up and play all sorts of silly games like catching and hide-and-seek.

Aniwae, as i was saying, i was at my cousin's place a few days ago. All my younger cousins were playing playstation, xbox, maple story and some other games which i couldn't rmb. Wah piang! See the difference? During my time, we children played games like catching and hide-and-seek. Now, all my young cousins play playstation, xbox. There is no catching and hide-and-seek anymore. I begin to wonder what children in the next generation would play.

dunno leh

2005-12-18T01:39:00.000-08:00

fren 1: eh.. do u have dimples or not ar? coz sometimes i see like have, but sometimes i see like dun have
me: erm.. dunno leh.. not really sure

fren 2: hey u consider yourself as fair or tan ar?
me: dunno leh..

fren 3: why u always so busy one?
me: *shrugs* dunno leh.. busy with stuff lor...

fren 4: hey so wat type of chocolates u like?
me: dunno leh...

fren 5: so wat u gonna do when u graduate?
me: dunno leh.. still not really sure yet...

fren 6: (in a cafe) so wat u gonna eat?
me: dunno leh.. walk walk see see first lor...

fren 7: (when school reopens) hey long time no see! so wat have u been doing during the holidays?
me: dunno leh.. quite a number of stuff...

Haha.. i realised i like to give the world's most convenient answer: DUNNO LEH.

2005-12-16T00:43:00.000-08:00

YEAH!! Went out with gerline and fang today! Been a long time since i last met them. Guess wat we did today? Yupz!! Our favourite!!! Ktv + sushi!!! Hehe... Aiyoh.. really gals.. next time muz change location lah.. Haha.. Hey aniwae i guess we got really high when we were ktv-ing huh? Great job man! BUT... we muz have stamina mah.. How can so high when ktv-ing, but become half-dead when sushi-ing? Then this gerline.. haiz.. Reach late then somemore had to leave early. I have nothing to say...... Juz kidding lah.. ^_^

Aniwae we took a number of pics. All the pics were taken in the sushi restaurant. Actually wanted to take pics when ktv-ing one.. But.. aiyoh.. If din use flash, u can't see anything being captured in the camera. Well.. maybe can only see two shiny microphones suspended in mid-air. Other than that, really cannot see anything. But if use flash.. Then alamak! Too bright!!! Everything becomes white colour!! So might as well dun take any pics when ktv-ing. Okie.. back to the pics taken in the sushi restaurant. I have a statement to make! Gerline is a LOUSY photographer!!! Why? Coz most of the pics she took for us were blur! Dun believe? I show u a couple of the pics she took..

See! So blur!!

Fang and me with silly poses

1, 2, 3! Smile!!

Lolx.. Aniwae today was quite fun esp the ktv-ing part. Hey gotta meet up again.. This time for chocolate fondue-ing!

2005-12-13T00:14:00.000-08:00

Aiyoh.. Since im one of the 3 lucky persons gerline wishes to pass this meme to.. okie lor.. Give her face lah.. Hahaha...

333 Meme

All questions will have 3 answers. As all memes go, the very first answer you think of is probably the most accurate thing at the moment. However, we all know it's a meme after all. Don't hesitate and confine yourself to a little frame. Be crazy and have fun.

1) What fairy tales do you think of when you see '3'?
-3 little pigs
-the 3 musketers
-dunno leh... still got which fairy tales gotta do with the number 3?

2) What are the 3 things you cannot live without currently?
-handphone
-my lipice
-anything else? nah.. dun think so...

3) What are your 3 favourite books?
aiyoh.. i seldom read books.. how to have favourite books?

4) What are the 3 types of things in your room that have the most quantities?
-clothes
-pens
-papers

5) Who are the 3 friends who keep you sane?
frenz who keep me sane? i think all my frenz go crazy when we are together..

6) Who are the 3 friends whom you think treat you as a big part of their lives?
hmmm... quite a number leh.. cannot list juz 3.. later kena scold how? lolx...

7) Who are the 3 people whom may think you're indispensable in their lives?
-mummy
-daddy
-my bro

8) Who are the 3 people whom are indispensable in your life
-mummy
-daddy
-my bro

9) What are the 3 songs that are stuck in your head now
-zhi lai zhi wang (sun yanzi)
-jiu shi ai (jolin tsai)
-dang ni (cyndi wang)

10) What are the 3 dishes you can eat everyday?
-sushi!
-ladies' fingers
-black mushrooms

11) What are the 3 things you can do everyday?
-chill out with frenz
-ktv!
-eat chocolates!

12) Who are the best people to talk on IM?
best people? tough qn...

13) Who do you think has the most patience around you?
-my bro
-gerline
-shufang

14) What are the 3 things that reduce you to tears almost instantaneously?
-when i see my family members or frenz crying
-?
-?

15) What personality traits do you like about yourself?
-my crappy nature
-my serious nature
-my contradicting nature
*wat the heck am i talking?*

16) What are you proud of about yourself?
-my frenz
-my smile.. haha..
-my occasionally crappy nature.. lolx

17) What do you do when you're down?
-cry
-refuse to talk to pple, at least for a moment
-watch tv

18) What do you do when you're bored?
-msn
-tv
-read pple's blogs

19) What have you done to regret?
-placing too much trust in some pple
-said things at the wrong moment
-??

20) What do you loathe?
-insects esp cockroaches
-hypocrites
-those pple who like to criticise the way pple lead their lives

21) What will you do with a million bucks?
-go on holiday
-spa after work with my frenz
-migrate?

22) What will your children's names be?
-brendon
-cassie
-dunno leh.. maybe alethea jr lor... haha

23) Where are your favourite countries?
-new zealand
-australia
-japan

24) What are you thinking of right now?
-this is way tooooo long
-sushi
-when the heck are my frenz coming online to discuss?

25) Who do you wish to see now?
none at the moment.. i juz wanna go to my lala land

26) What are the flowers you like?
-white roses
-purple-coloured flowers
-?

27) What are your favourite designs of clothes?
-v-neck
-not too flowery
-light-coloured

28) What do you think are your good friends' weak points?
dunno leh..

29) Who do you want to pass this meme to?
-shufang
-sihui
-derren

troubled

2005-12-12T23:06:00.000-08:00

Confused. Troubled. Disturbed. Too many things in my mind now. I juz can't seem to forget what they told me. I desperately wanna forget them, forget what they said. But i can't. I really can't. Maybe they were only kidding. Maybe i was juz being a little sensitive. Maybe i juz need a little bit more time. Maybe...... Arghh.. To hell with all the maybes. I want a definite reason.

PISSED!!!

2005-12-10T02:51:00.000-08:00

Complicated scorpion is super super super super super super damn freaking pissed!!!

Complicated scorpion is not gonna take it lying down!!!

DAMN IT ALL TO HELL!!!!!!

sesame street!!!

2005-12-07T15:54:00.000-08:00

elmo. cookie monster. big bird. ernie. bert. count. oscar. kermit.

Recognise those names above? Yupz.. Bingo!! They are juz a few characters from the Sesame Street. Aiyah.. After going out for the past few days, I decided to stay at home today. Turned on the telly. What did i see? Sesame Street!!! Lolx...

Remember oscar? The grouch who lives in a garbage can? What about kermit the frog? Remember him? Hmmm... i dun think i see much of them in sesame street nowadays. But... The rest... They are still the same! Haha..

Ernie and Bert! They are still living in the same house. Still sleeping in the same room? That im not really sure though. As a kid, i remember the two of them slept in the same room, but of course in different beds. That goes without saying. And if im not wrong, i think there is a letter 'E' and 'B' on the headboards. 'E' for ernie! And 'B' for bert! Duh! Haha.. When i was a kid, i juz luv watching them. I think its becoz they kinda portray a very warm, and a very 'good buddies' kinda pic.

The count! The purple colour one! The scary looking one! The one with sharp teeth! No wonder i always hid beneath my blanket when i saw him on tv! Of course not now.. But when i was a kid.

Cookie monster, a cookie lover with a really hoarse voice.

Big bird!! Yellow feathers, a humongous bird, and definitely one of the most famous characters in sesame street.

Elmo!!! The red red furry furry one, with a big orange nose! Lolx...

They are all juz so cuutteeee!!! Especially elmo!

Haiz... Childhood... Those were the days......

the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence

2005-12-05T01:18:00.000-08:00

Envy. Yah... That's the word. That's definitely the word. It seems like we are already envying people from the moment we were born. Humans... We are juz so weird. We always envy people when their situations seem better than us, even if that is NOT necessarily the case.

Typical scenarios:
1) When we were young, we envied the adults. Why? Im not really sure though. Maybe becoz it seems fun to be an adult? But i guess i can safely say that regardless of the answers, most of us, when we were in our childhood, had a great desire to grow up and to be part of the adult population. I admit that when i was a kid, i fervently hoped that i would quickly grow up and become an adult. Now that im one, or rather about to become one, i fervently hoped that time would juz slow down, allow me to enjoy my teenage, before handing me over to the adult world.

2) A lady married a freaking rich and good-looking man. No doubt when that lady's frenz got to know of it, most of her girl-friends would most probably go green with envy. But then... sometimes... sigh... little do they know that their tai-tai fren is not enjoying her present life and status at all. In fact, their tai-tai fren is envying them! Why? Because hello! Money dun drop from the sky. To be freaking rich and to remain freaking rich, one has to work hard. So needless to say, that lady's husband muz be very busy with his work. Any free time he has is spent on socialising with his business partners and clients in order to clinch more business deals. So do u think he has time for his wife?

3) Juz before the exam period, when we get to meet our frenz from different schools and faculties, this is what most of us usually do.
You: Hey! Long time no see! How is ur exam time-timetable? When is ur last paper?

Your fren: Wah piang eh! This sem jialat lah! The time-table is so cramp! Start exam on 22nd nov then end exam on 25th nov. How can lidat? 5 papers in 4 days?! Siao ar!

You: Huh? Lidat no good meh? Good mah! So fast finish exam. Look at my time-table! So idiotic! I start exam 18th nov, end exam 28th nov. 4 papers in 11 days! Siao! More than one week leh!

Your fren: Lidat good mah! Got more time to study.

You: *rolls eyes*

Lolx... To my frenz who are unhappy with their lives now, the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. There is no need to envy people. Be satisfied with what u have. Cheers!!

kentang??

2005-12-02T01:57:00.000-08:00

I was over at my fren's place today, having some sorta chilling-out session. The air-con was set at a comfortable temperature and everyone was enjoying their cup of Choya mei(2) jiu(3). The conversation, mainly made up of rubbish, nonsense and crap, was flowing rather smoothly among the few of us, when one of my frenz dropped a chim cheng(2) yu(3) into the conversation. I went huh-ing the moment i heard the cheng(2) yu(3). Apparently, it seemed that the rest of my frenz understood it. Okie.. so i was the only one who found the cheng(2) yu(3) chim. (Erm... dun ask me wats that cheng(2) yu(3). I had already forgotten. Cannot blame me mah.. I already said the cheng(2) yu(3) was a chim one to me. How u expect me to remember such a chim cheng(2) yu(3)?)

Anyway, back to the story. The moment i went huh-ing when i heard the cheng(2) yu(3), my frenz deemed me as a kentang!! Wah piang eh! And this isn't the first time someone has deemed me as one!!! Complicated scorpion would like to declare that she isn't a kentang! *winkz* Because hor......

1) Kentang always use bombastic words when speaking or writing, which complicated scorpion always fails to do so.

2) Complicated scorpion is able to speak mandarin, although not those very chim chim one.

3) Complicated scorpion knows how to write chinese characters, though she has forgotten most of them due to the rust collected in her brain.

4) Complicated scorpion scored B for her chinese at both O and AO levels. (okie lah.. i noe thats not very gd)

5) Complicated scorpion doesn't know how to appreciate escargot, at least not yet. =)

6) Complicated scorpion also sings chinese songs when she is ktv-ing lor.

7) Unlike complicated scorpion, kentang hardly/never use singlish in their blog.

Yupz... So complicated scorpion would like to reiterate that she is NOT a kentang! In fact, she is rojak, with slightly more serving of english and singlish, abit of chinese and abit of hokkien. Anyway, rojak tastes better than kentang (potato) too. Dun u agree? Especially rojak with lots of you jia guay (you tiao). Right? ^_^

amazing mind

2005-12-01T17:33:00.000-08:00

Hmmm... I din go out today coz i wanna rest at home and tidy up my room. Haiz.. especially my study table!! In a complete mess! (Its always in a complete mess after the exam period. Lolx..) With tonnes of notes strewn across it! So being a good gal, i have decided to stay at home today and tidy up my room and table! Haha... I was in the midst of tidying my table when i came across my religion module (i forgot wats the exact name of the module) individual report. And that report reminded me of Sigmund Freud coz i had done my report based on him.

He really had an amazing mind man! If im not mistaken n if i remember my facts correctly, Freud is considered the Father of Psychoanalysis. I was totally amazed by him and his theories u noe, especially his theory on the Oedipus complex and some infantile sexual thingy. Obviously, the whole Oedipus complex thingy isn't quite simple. But there is a small part of the Oedipus complex which leaves a deep impression in me. Once again, if i remember my facts correctly, thats the part when Freud mentioned that the Oedipus complex is about a son at around age 3 wanting to displace his father in order to become his mother's lover.

Can u imagine? A son developing sexual desire for his mother and yearning to be his mother's lover?!! *low whistle* I mean when will this thought ever cross anybody's mind? Yah!! Thats the reason why i was totally amazed by Freud and this theory of his!!!

Hmmm... But i was wondering.. Does a 3-year-old boy really yearns to be his mother's lover, just like what Freud had said? But then, who am i to question Freud's theory? -_-

hello holidays!!!

2005-11-30T23:56:00.000-08:00

YEAH!! Exams are finally OVER!!!

Hey!! Notice the new blogskin? Nice? I spent a long time choosing the blogskin and spent an even longer time trying to figure out all the html stuff. Woohoo!! Im so proud of myself when my new blog was done! *gives myself a pat on the back* Hey! Im a total computer idiot ok? So u can't blame me for feeling proud of myself when my new blog was done.

Actually i wanted to update my blog yesterday. But i was too busy and tired. After the exams yesterday, i went ktv-ing with my frenz. Wah piang!! We ktv-ed for around 6 hours ok? The longest time i ever spent ktv-ing... But i dun mind lah.. Its juz that the room was so damn freaking cold that i almost froze to death over there man! Luckily i have my jacket. And the mic!! So infuriating!!! Changed the mic twice liao but kinda still not in gd working condition! Grrrrr..... But overall the ktv session was enjoyable lah. *winkz*

Den after the ktv, i actually wanted to watch Harry Potter and the GOF with sihui. But then... I was too tired.. U noe after all that singing, and not forgetting the amount of brain cells i have killed for the past few days during the exam period, i really need lotsa sleep man. So Harry Potter! Watch u some other time den.. Haha..

Well... thats all for the first day of my post-exams activities. I noe those are actually not much activities.. But hey!! Thats only the first day! Hehe...

i miss maths

2005-11-25T15:23:00.000-08:00

Can vomit blood man!!

I suddenly realise how much i miss maths...

4 more days to the end of exams......

bonkers

2005-11-21T19:07:00.000-08:00

IM GOING BONKERS!!!

Too many things to memorise. And im afraid that i will forget whatever stuff i have memorised. Arghhh.... Exam period sux. Big time. Fullstop.

my dream house

2005-10-15T01:22:00.000-07:00

Hah.. i was thinking how my life would be like a few years down the road. Oh man... Im getting old!! It is pretty scary u noe.. Imagine in like about 10 years time, im going to turn 30! Oh man.. really scary..

Hmmm.. but looking on the bright side, i tot that it would be pretty cool oso.. haha.. to be able to earn more than enuff money to buy my dream house and my dream car!

My dream house.. hmmm... built on the top of a hill, surrounded by all the greeneries and beautiful flowers, overlooking a never-ending clear blue lake, to be able to hear the occasional chirping of the birds... That would be so nice. My dream house.. with a glass facade, which will allow me to gaze at the twinkling stars throughout the night while im lying on my bed.. Eh... wait a minute.. Glass facade?! No no!! If im not wrong, a house with glass facade would be freaking hot in the afternoon.. Hmmm... den i guess maybe my dream house wun have a glass facade den... but would have an observatory, with a big telescope.. that would be cool... lolx..

Haha.. my dream house.. yah.. its juz a dream...

hmmm.. this is very very true

2005-10-14T23:04:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

where are u when i need u the most?

2005-10-09T01:40:00.000-07:00

I have been thinking alot lately. Thinking...... im not thinking about stuff related to my schoolwork, but other stuff instead. Well i guess most prob its becoz i have too much free time on hand. Skipping lect and tut, gaining an extra free day here and there, staying at home, doing nothing.. I guess thats wat makes my mind turns idle.

Memories of the good old days keep surfacing to my mind. I thought i had erased them completely from my mind. Haha.. yah.. thought.. wat a good word. But now, it appears to me that i can never do so. No matter how hard i tried to erase them, those memories will pop themselves into my mind at the most unexpected time.

I know i shouldn't be doing so. But sometimes, i juz can't help but think would things be different if i had not open my mouth at the wrong moment. Now, i juz can't bring myself to go back there. That place... it brings back too many memories.

Sometimes when i need someone to talk to, sometimes when i need someone's shoulders to cry on, i really hope that u are there for me. Actually, come to think of it.. where are u when i need u the most? Sometimes, u juz pop into my life then leave my life, and unknowingly make me feel empty again.

But i guess most prob, in a few days time, when i come back to visit my blog again, i will find myself darn freaking stupid for getting sentimental, for writing all these silly stuff. I guess i will be feeling alright again in a few days time.

I know this may sound silly. But i guess i wrote this entry becoz my mind is in an idle state now. You know, when u have nothing to do, u think too much, get sentimental for this moment, and feel alright again when ur life starts to get busy. I reckon a few days from now, when my life starts to get busy again with my project work and exams, the thought of u wouldn't even cross my mind. Yah.. i know this may sound as if im a bad person. But i juz couldn't help it.

peace

2005-07-20T01:42:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.... How i luurrvvee my life now... So peaceful, so carefree, sooo nice. Better enjoy my life now, while it is still a carefree one. Becoz having lived on this earth for all these years, experience tells me that good things always come to an end. But, oh heck, who cares, right? *winkz*

nice song

2005-07-20T01:29:00.000-07:00

Stumbled upon this song while i was surfing the net. Thought that this is quite a touching song.

"I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me.
He said, Boy, u might not understand, but a long long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but i love your grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before grandma passed away.
In the doorway of the church where me and grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said those words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me."

similar incidents

2005-07-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

This incident reminds me of another similar incident which happened around 2 years back. This brings the question: Is it becoz of me?
Well, let's see if this incident will have the same ending as the other one. We will just have to wait and see.

smilez

2005-07-12T23:49:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.... it has been a long long long time since i last updated my blog. Haha... I had fun today. Ktv n sushi with sf and gerline... Smilez..

i wanna go ktv

2005-05-29T17:39:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since i last updated my blog. Well.. can't help it. Im juz so busy. Haha.. Anyway im craving for ktv. I wanna go ktv. Bleah...

my second day at work

2005-05-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

Worked overtime today. Wah... Second day already worked ot liao, so hardworking ar. Haha.. Nope. Its not becoz im hardworking. Oh well.. i take back my words. Perhaps im a little hardworking *winkz*, but mostly its becoz i cannot tahan my colleague. Aiyoh.. he is so poor thing. Last few days at work also has so many things to do. Some of the staff at last minute asked him to staple this n that. Haiz.. Blame it on me lah.. Who ask me to be so kind n helpful.. Haha.. Looking at that pile of papers in front of him waiting to be stapled, my fren and i decided to help him lor. Then in the end worked ot. Now i have already reached home for quite a while. Should be sleeping soon. I predict that i should be getting sick of this type of life in a few days' time. Nvm.. Tmr will be a better day.

100505

2005-05-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

10th May 2005. Today marked my first day of employment at ___. My first day at work was quite ok, except for the part where we had to carry boxes of files from one tower to another. What the heck?! Haha.. At least my fren is joining me tmr.. Yeah!! Im not implying that the staff over there are unpleasant. Most of them are in fact quite nice. But i juz need someone to chat with over there. Lolx.. Not bad ar.. Second day of work already got someone to create havoc with me. Haha.. Otherwise, i think i may be bored to death doing all those stuff. Hehe.. :-)

no more lazing around

2005-05-09T16:34:00.000-07:00

I have finally found a job. No more lazing around at home. Well... let's hope my employment will be smooth sailing. *keep my fingers crossed*

he is juz soooo shuai and cute

2005-05-03T22:23:00.000-07:00

Watched the last episode of the Japanese drama 'Good Luck' today. I seldom watched the show. I think out of so many episodes, i only watched two or three of them. Coz that show was only being broadcasted on mon and tues at 7.30pm and before holidays, i had lessons on mon and tues until 9pm. So i din manage to watch much of that show. Yupz... But aniwae... OH MY GOD!!! Takuya Kimura is juz soooo shuai and cute in that show, especially in the pilot uniform!!! His smile.... *droolz* his smile is juz so mesmerising... For the benefit of those people who din watch the show at all, Takuya Kimura acts as a commercial airline co-pilot in that show. Oh well.. All i can say is he looks really shuai and cute in that pilot uniform.. *droolz droolz droolz*

job hunting

2005-05-02T23:50:00.000-07:00

Did nothing much today. Accompanied my fren to Causeway Point and Lot 1. Den other than that, whole day stay at home and slack. Have been living this type of life since my exams ended, ie have been living this type of life for the past 4 days. Im getting sick of this mundane life. Need to do something. I need to find a job!!!

raindrops have finally fallen on my head

2005-05-01T22:35:00.000-07:00

Yesh... Raindrops have finally fallen on my head. The weather has been darn freaking hot these few days. Finally... it has rained..

juz another entry

2005-04-30T14:36:00.000-07:00

A former classmate of mine whom i wasn't very close to in sec sch n whom i haven keep-in-touch with for like 4 years suddenly called me last nite at 1am. Hah.. i was so stunned. So stunned that i became speechless for a moment or two. Wat the heck?! Fancy calling a person whom u weren't close to and haven keep-in-touch with for 4 years at 1am.

who am i???

2005-04-29T14:42:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i really wonder who i really am. My life has changed so much. Am i still the person u all used to know?

bored, bored, bored

2005-04-29T11:24:00.000-07:00

created a blog coz im freaking bored now... sianz..

exams had juz ended yesterday and im already feeling bored.. haiz.. exams... think my results will sux. But there is nothing i can do now, right? So might as well enjoy myself as much as i can, before the results are out.